26 May, 2005

hernia operation part 2 : The left side...the review...

25 May 2005
0815 Hours

Arrived at Truman Medical Center East and checked into Outpatient Surgery.

1100 Hours

Called Back to surgical green room, where I strip and put on Butt exposing gown and paper booties and paper cap and lay on uncomfortable gurney to await group of people that want ask dumb questions about my health that were asked the night before this appointment. they ask me to sign permission slips I ask for Tanis to bring my glasses in so I can see what I am signing my body to. Tanis comes into the room to give my glasses to me. I look over permission papers and sign them.

1115 hours

New Male nurse enter the room with IV and needle I ask if he has additional people to hold me down for the procedure. He asks why I tell him what is going to happen if he does not have the additional people, his response is "nobody has informed me of this situation." I told him that I told the nurse that called me the day before of the my violent response to needles. he leaves the room and returns to tell me that I have to look away from him when he sticks me, the male nurse that was around for the first surgery enters the room and tells him to get more people to
hold down for the stick as I will blackout and get violent. new male nurse looks at old male nurse and says "your kidding ?" Old Male nurse holds his hand and says " No I am not kidding." New Male nurse leaves room and returns with additional people He decides to hold my legs at the knees while doctor does the stick with the needle, the Doctor asks me if he can use a local to ease the feeling of the stick. I ask the doctor if it involves something called a needle, he says "yes". I tell him just put the fucking IV in and use the additional people to hold me down for his and thier safety. He rolls his Eyes and says okay.

The new male holds my knees, Tanis put my hand into a wristlock, a Female nurse holds my upper arm the doctor grabs my hand. I feel something cold touch my hand, I growl, the doctor says something, the male nurse says something, Tanis says something, I blackout and only see red and the fight is on. I am trying to get to threat to my body and they are struggling to hild me down for the doctor, I am trying to stop harm that is occuring to me, that is the only thing that is on my mind. I am trying to harm those that ARE HARMING ME. this group now understands that I was not kidding about my reaction, the Doctor is now a believer of what I was warning him about me and needles. Lesson for those so called medical professionals listen to patients that warn you for your safety.

The stick is done. I cool off the new male nurse says i did good I give the get out of here while you still can look. He takes the hint and leaves. Tanis sits with me in the room until they come to wheel me into surgery.

1205 Hours

I am wheeled into surgery. they lay me on the table a nurse places a mask over my face and tells me to take four deep breaths I go out of conscienous and back into my nightmare.

1445 hours

He stands before me holding his AK74 with a bayonet fixed on it , I stand before him holding my Glock 19 pointed at him, we both pulled our triggers, click nothing I throw my pistol at him, he dodges , and then lunges at me with the bayonet, as it enters my body (this last part of my nightmare has not happened as this person is dead, and please don't ask me about it I will not tell you anything more about it ever) .... my eyes open, I am in the recovery room. I have a sharp pain where I felt the bayonet enter in the last point of the nightmare. I moan a nurse comes to me. "Evan, How are you feeling?" the nurse asks. I tell feel like I was stabbed with a bayonet. "On A scale of 1 to ten how does the pain feel?" I tell her it feels like a 9. " I will be back with some painkiller" she says. She returns and put something into my IV tube. About fifteen minutes later she asks how my pain feels I tell her it feels about a 9. she returns with something a little better than morphine. Sha asks me how the pain feels now I tell it feels like 7 . she tells me I am going to give some more, I tell her no, lets give the medication time to work, I also ask her for some water, she brings me some ice. five minute later "How is your pain feeling now?" she asks. I tell her it is about a 3. She tells me I will go to the outpatient recovery room in about thirty minutes.

1535 hours

I am returned to outpatient surgery, another nurse takes over my care. She asks if I am feeling nauseous. Surprisingly, I am notfeeling nausea this time. She asks me what I would like to drink, I ask for a sprite. I tell the nurse as she returns that I need to go to the toilet. Tanis returnsto help me get ready to go home.

1730 hours

Home. Called relatives to let them know that I am fine and recovering.

until next I write

Evan

18 May, 2005

the grand finale to the star wars prequels starts at midnight.

The final episode to the Star Wars Saga starts at midnight. I ain't going to that, I plan to go at 1115 hours tomorrow morning. I gat the tickets at the box office on monday afternoon so I don't have to fight the chaos that is going to be happening.. then I am going to look for a new power supply for the desktop.

Will write the review tomorrow.

Evan

12 May, 2005

I am getting ready for "Hernia Operation Part 2: The Left Side"...

I am getting ready for my next surgical appointment on my hernia. Yep , the surgical staff is going to have fun with me and needles again. Tanis will have fun with putting me into a wrist lock while tha staff holds the rest of me down. will have further details afterwards as ausual.

Evan

Tanis has second site up....

My girlfriend, Tanis, has put up a new site to help her deal with issues that make her angry. Tanis' Rants check it out.

05 May, 2005

Kansas City Discovers Identity of Precious Doe

The Police in Muskogee, OK and Kansas City, MO finally have officially put a name to the Precious Doe, she is Erica Michelle Maria Green. She was murdered by her step-father and mother. Her own parents were her MONSTERS. According to reports her step-father MONSTER kicked her in the head during a DRUG INDUCED RAGE and left her on the kitchen floor for two days until she stopped moving. They (the PARENT MONSTERS) took her body to a church, decapitated the body with a set of hedge clippers, put the head in a plastic trash bag threw it into a trash bin, then dumped her body in the woods at 59th and Kennsington street. Then the Mommy MONSTER thought it was not right to leave her daughters head in the trash bin, went back to the trash dumpster got the trash bag with her daughters head in it and took to the woods at 59th and Kennsingtom street and dropped it off. The police had already recovered the body the day before. WHAT A CARING PARENT.

I can't comment on the process that took four years to get the name. But I can comment on the MONSTERS that were her parents. These MONSTERS need to be put to death for this crime, but they also need to be tortured psychologically until thier executions, they need to see the pictures of Erica on the walls of their cells, I don't mean the pictures of her while she was alive, I mean the pictures of her body after thier deeds with the words "YOU DID THIS!" in large blood red letters. I wan't them to know why they are going to die. Erica's Monsters need to be decapitated with Hedge Clippers as well.it would be nice to have this happen publically, to show thoise that these are the consequences for that particular crime.

I hope that these people get what they truly deserve and that they burn in hell. They have no place in life and they don't derserve to live. I think it is time to bring back cruel and unusual punishment for convicted criminals. no more cable television, no more exercise areas, no more taxpayer funded luxeries. they have commited crimes and they need to learn the consequences of thier crimes. Fuck The ACLU. I think gets my rant out.

Evan