I am going in the hospital for outpatient surgery on my double hernia on 2 Febuary. they said that this will be a two part operation. since the hernia is on both sides.of my body. This is the first time I will have surgery on my body. I have always tried to stay away from the doctors as much as possible, Mainly for thier safety, I have a BIG problem with needles, So big that I will respond with force and have tried to stick them with the needles before they try to stick me. The scary part is that I black out when this occurs. When the doctors tell me that they need to give me a shot or they have to draw blood, I advise them that they will need people to hold me down for thier safety, they usually roll thier eyes thinking that I am telling a story to scare them, as is usually the case after the event that they tell me not to come back after the experience of truth of my situation. It is a blind rage that I can not stop for some reason.
The last time I went to the doctor they needed to draw blood from my Arm, I gave them the standard warning that made them pause and tell me that I should come back later when they could get the manpower to proceed with the procedure. the next week Tanis two nusres and two doctors were ready. I laid down crossed My Legs and had tanis put my left arm in a wrist lockthe doctors kept hands on my knees to keep me from kicking out and the nurse kept my right arm in a straight position so the other nurse could stick the needle in. I turned my head and closed my eyes. They put a squeeze ball in my right hand, I guess for stress relief. The nurse with the needle stuck me and the rage hit, the only thing I saw was red.Tanis was struggling to keep control of my left
arm while was trying to get the needle. the doctors were doing a good job keeping my legs from kicking out.
after about ten seconds they were done drawing my blood. the nurse left quickly and thedoctors were praising me for the good job when I just looked up and in a quiet ice cold breath said " leave".
They took thier time leaving when Tanis told them, " you might want to step out of the room and let him cool off."
The Doctor asked why, then turned to see the look I was giving him, The look of a enraged tired person ready to commit mayhem, The look I give Criminally Stoopid people when they cross the line on the posts that I have worked. The doctor finally got the point and said, "right gotcha" and hurriedly left the room to give me time to cool down.
This is not something that I like, but it is something that happens, I try to keep control of myself when doing things like this for my health, is there any way to keep this from happening again? in my case, I doubt it.
until tomorrow...
Evan
The last time I went to the doctor they needed to draw blood from my Arm, I gave them the standard warning that made them pause and tell me that I should come back later when they could get the manpower to proceed with the procedure. the next week Tanis two nusres and two doctors were ready. I laid down crossed My Legs and had tanis put my left arm in a wrist lockthe doctors kept hands on my knees to keep me from kicking out and the nurse kept my right arm in a straight position so the other nurse could stick the needle in. I turned my head and closed my eyes. They put a squeeze ball in my right hand, I guess for stress relief. The nurse with the needle stuck me and the rage hit, the only thing I saw was red.Tanis was struggling to keep control of my left
arm while was trying to get the needle. the doctors were doing a good job keeping my legs from kicking out.
after about ten seconds they were done drawing my blood. the nurse left quickly and thedoctors were praising me for the good job when I just looked up and in a quiet ice cold breath said " leave".
They took thier time leaving when Tanis told them, " you might want to step out of the room and let him cool off."
The Doctor asked why, then turned to see the look I was giving him, The look of a enraged tired person ready to commit mayhem, The look I give Criminally Stoopid people when they cross the line on the posts that I have worked. The doctor finally got the point and said, "right gotcha" and hurriedly left the room to give me time to cool down.
This is not something that I like, but it is something that happens, I try to keep control of myself when doing things like this for my health, is there any way to keep this from happening again? in my case, I doubt it.
until tomorrow...
Evan
posted by CaptCBleu at 01:22
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